41. A blurry mirage

You were
the deadliest
poison
but my body
turned you
into amrita
running
through
my veins

Now in me
nothing can die

I turned you
into motive
I keep
you inside me
and carry
you with me

Can't you see
nothing can stop
this unlimited
timeless
feeling

I find you
everywhere
in every word
people say
when they
talk to me

The strength
that you give me
without you knowing
pumps blood
and burns
my muscles
in order to
keep moving
forward

you always mean
sweetness
you still irradiate
charm

Your images
bring a scent
of white roses
when they come
to keep me company
in my lonely nights

I think
maybe
this reality
where I write
words
that might never
reach you
could be an
alternate one

a fanfiction
written
by you