60. Smiling biting teeth

so

we're
back
to being
strangers

just like
some time
before
the
crash
and burning

it feels
strange
being
just strangers
on the street
sitting
on my desk
doing
everyday stuff

I know
inside
we can
never be
unfamiliar
again

there's
things
I'd like to talk
about
not confessions
or big breakthroughs
just silly things
some detailed
nonsense

but I
grab them
by the hair
and drown
them
until I
can't feel
them
kicking
fighting
for mercy
anymore

they say
it takes
at least a year
to get back
to somehow
normal
after
such a strike

well
writing
surely helps

I just
hope
reading helps
you too

I suddenly
remembered
when you asked
what would I
do if you
just vanished
without
saying a word
of goodbye

I replied
that I
don't think
you would
do it
to me

well
overconfident
me again
my mistake

you did it

I guess
that's your way
and that's
Ok

I'm
sorry
for this
I'm just
too passionate
for what
I truly care

well
you see
that's
me