61. The opening of the eyes, watching the new dawn rise
at last
I know
I'm the kind of guy
the day
has come
and just
like I thought
nothing
has changed
except
that
oddly
enough
(I don't know
why would I
still be surprised
about how
this thing works)
I had a revelation
just now
getting
out from a 7/11
after buying
late night
snacks
I believed
I erased
every bit
of trace
but it turns out
I didn't delete
just one
letter
and it was
the clue
I believe
I know
how you've felt
how you've been feeling
the whys
and whens
of your ideals
sorry
I doubted you
at one point
I don't
anymore
some things
are not
negotiable
like missing you
and thinking
about you
at least
once
every
single
day
and
when you read this
whenever that may be
I want you to know
I'll be straight forward
you are the sweetest
prettiest
wittiest
thing
to ever
have stepped
into
my life
that is the why
of the shock
but I do get
your more
down to earth
way
of seeing things
one step ahead
from me
and I see
how there are many
variables
in this equation
innocent people
who must not be
civil casualties
and
tangled
who must not be
civil casualties
and
tangled
situations
and I really
thank you for that
for avoiding
me to make
an unforgivable
mistake
and that
Milady
makes me
admire you
love you
even more
and don't forget
I'll always be
sending
you my thoughts
and strenght
even if you can't see it
maybe you'll feel it
let's leave it to time
you'll always be my baby
I'll always have a place
inside
saved only for you
but that's that
I know
I see it now
I also know
you'll be happy
as you can be
and my tribute
to you
and everyone
around me
will be
to be the best I can
too
too
lucky
the one
who can live
through all this
with you
send
send
my best regards
this
feeling is
liberating
we all have
our lights
and shadows
but
in your shadows
I felt warm
I'm the kind of guy
who makes a toast
with Old Georgie
and have a laugh
call it magic
or maybe a dream
but it doesn't have to end
cause all this
is but a good feeling inside
and I
want to carry that
along with me
and you
and you
all this life
and
the next ones
and
the next ones
posted by The Hypocrite Walrus | Saturday, May 25, 2019
2 Comments:
Just wanted to say that I've read this post several times, because it overwhelmed me in so many ways that I cannot possibly describe.. Thank you for analyzing it to its bits and truly comprehending my thoughts, intentions and feelings.
I said it wouldn't, but it still does amaze me, you know, this thing. I'm convinced this connection does not has its roots in this earthy soil we stand on, I still feel you, closer by the day, and I really get you, and I hope I get to you every time.
In that paralel upside down, it's ok for me to call you mine, just as you know anywhere, anytime, I'm yours.
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