85. The sound of inevitability

there's nothing 

particular

about this 

particular 

Tuesday

everything's

still moving 

though 

it feels

everything's 

still

sometimes

I'd like to 

slow down 

our song

to half

the speed

and boost

the bass

at least

for the sake

of my enjoyment

I still think

of you

but I don't

overthink

anymore

there's always

a pinch of dream

in the mix

but it's been

diluting

in the density

of the everyday

I'm not the kind

of person

who wishes 

to go back

no matter

how sweet

the past

nor fast forward

to a seemingly

predictable

future

it is what

it is

and in this

context

I'm always

wishing

you the best

from those

around you

and from that 

which

surrounds you

for what is worth

you'll always

have the best

of me

not hoping

not expecting

just handing

it to you

unconditionally

and 

at this point

you may

wonder why

well

I don't know

either

maybe

it's your sweetness

scattered all over

my memories

reverberating

through time

or maybe

it's just

my stubbornness

either way

I like thinking

it's something

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