92. The tiny vertex where two big walls meet

We met

during that summer

in between transitions

maybe susceptible 

maybe willing

but unavailable

Now I feel

complete 

just by contemplating

your light 

shinning over me

as I wished for

every single day

In our amusing

backs and forths

I never missed

that beam of ray of yours 

coming to me

not once

always managing

to get through 

between cracks

gaps and shadows

to meet my eyes

and illuminate

my current

moment

whether 

there was a realization

happening 

or it was just 

another ordinary day

like most of them 

There is definitely 

a Me

after you

of that 

I'm sure

but I have yet 

to stand still

and settle for a final me

since I'm constantly 

moved by the marvel

of you

No matter

what tomorrow 

may bring for us

I want to state

today

that

I'm happy with you

even without you